oh, why did i ever thought randomly

there is a walking distance between us. featured by the tendency to feel that love. our memory is the strongest bond that had ever taken shape. but fate has chosen my memory to be forsaken of anything. the memory of your remembrance. 

i feel your pain. i feel your heart, beat seconds after seconds. plush my heart to the bottom of the ground. and imagine the sanctity of our bonds. if we have the power to break it apart, then i shall forfeit. if all memories of the humanity have been wiped out, then i shall saviour ours. not because i wanted to. its just that u deserve to be in my mind. 

touch my hand. ill take you to the deepest view of my mind. and we'll stroll ourselves all the way down. but have memories lost itself? does your eyes lies underneath mine? does my cruelty bonds with your purity? im just thinking sanely. but its just making me insane.will you ever happen to me again?

something that i wrote randomly. too much movies! urgh.

anyway, back to reality. school's up and welcome to the very new era of studying, staying-up-late-ing, burning eyes with words and numbers that doesn't even make sense, and of course, istiqamah. okay2 maybe it doesnt look very new. its typical.so why do typical stuff in a very typical behaviour which is typically do-able? well the thing is, its not that typical. i mean,  the asyraf today is not the same as the asyraf tomorrow. well, i may look the same which is chubby(ok not that chubby), long haired, wearing glasses, bla2.but what resembles inside that makes the difference. ill be studying like any other semester but i would want to get better doing it. ill be istiqamah like any typical semester, but i would really2 want to get better on it. it seems that a term-long period is not that long. then summer shall arise and i'll be hanging off my coat again. but till then, lets just keep my head straight ok? and try to do things more, randomly. hehe..