flight of the misery

people come and go.they see what they want to see.and certainly, they feel what they want to feel. but sometimes, things won't go your way like the way you want it to be. the trend of the so-called 'fate' is that, we tried everything that we can to make things the way we want, but it all ends up with what fate wants it to be. if i want to score 100% for calculus, then i still got a 26%, then so be it. because the point here is to push yourself further and further until what we want is the same as what the fate wants. i couldn't agree more on the fact that this is just the process of building the identity of ourselves. lemme put things straight here, the truth is that everybody want things goes as the way they intend it to be, doesn't come easy. well, what goes around does comes around, but what if all this time, we were just running in circles? the circle of that i cannot really imagine how big it is. we waited whole life for whatever we are achieving on, but it never came up. so, my thought is that, no matter how big your circle is, just stay calm, keep it up, and get patience as a virtue, because you're just getting at the end of your circle nearer everyday.

i told myself everyday since i was 13 that i was going to be a pilot. at the same time, i told myself everyday i would never, ever be a doctor. and i ended up taking engineering. how rhetoric is that? the path of life was never made to be misery, it was made to be challenging. spectacular isnt it when things that never came up into our mind, actually came up right in front of us? probably i'm not going too far but what if fate tells me that i am going to be a musician? or maybe an astrologist? or maybe just some people who sells pisang goreng around the block? well whatever happens, im not going to let my life be a misery. at least not yet. so, in the end, ill just live life to the max.cheers.


huu ganas tak? haha

9 comments:

mr turtle said...

instead u sell pisang goreng panas beside the road, why not u sell nasi lemak ayam yg pedas2? byk untung maaa...dhla tgh sejuk skang kt sane, confirm untung...sekali pakej dgn kepuasan dan kehangatan makan nasi lemak ayam yg didelivered dr darussalam...hahhaha:D

Asyraf said...

hahaha.ko jgn igtkan aku darussalam bai.aku rindu la sial darussalam nyer nasi lemak, dicampur dengan ayam goreng panas merah-keorenan dia tue.ARGH!

Wawa said...

isk ko la slh sorg manusia yg sangap gle nak jd pilot???wahahahahha!aku x phm asl dlu2 ramai gle nk jd pilot?aku ttp nk jd CEO..dlu,kini dan selamanya!

Kayrone said...

huihhhh..!!
monster at the end of the post.!
mwahahhahaha.!!!
:p

Asyraf said...

clementine: ko jadi lawyer la nanti.bkn ceo..haiz..haha

kayrone:uhuh.i remembered some1 called it monster bulat.haha

rosso said...

my dear brother. firstly, it is not correct to call fate as a "so-called" thing. maybe i misunderstood something that you wrote there.

fate is something that has already been written. and we absolutely know nothing about it until it happens. this is a very important aspect of our aqidah that we need to understand.

the point here is not "to push yourself further and further until what we want is the same as what the fate wants."

but rather,

the point here is to push yourself further and further towards something that Allah has ordered us to do.

because we don't know what fate wants.

but still, i think understand what you are trying to say here. and i also agree with the reaction that you suggest towards fate, i.e. stay calm, keep it up.

as an abid (hamba), we need to 'bersangka baik' with Allah. we should not say "alah, aku dah usaha banyak2 mana pun mmg takkan dapat punya, mana tahu Allah takdirkan mmg aku gagal?" or "kalau macam tu baik aku takyah usaha beramal, sebab macamana2 pun kalau Allah dah tulis aku masuk neraka then sia2 lah amalan aku!".

na'udzubillahi min dzaalik.

Hadis riwayat Abu Hurairah ra., ia berkata: "Rasulullah saw. bersabda: Allah Taala berfirman: Aku sesuai dengan persangkaan hamba-Ku terhadap-Ku.." (ada sambungan lagi) (sahih muslim)

just keep going.

Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum datang kepadamu (cobaan) sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan, serta digoncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cobaan) sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: "Bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah?" Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat. (Al-Baqarah:214)

we plan. and indeed He is the Best Planner. and now i know there's a point in my life where i am actually a carwash attendant. only Allah knows when am i going to be a software engineer.

till then.

all the best in your exam.

Asyraf said...

thanx brother ibad for your marvellous comments and thoughts that spilled through the eyes of knowledge. however, i just wanted to say that as i said the so-called thing. im not referring to as something that is predicted or not written by God himself.i believe in qada' and qadr and i put my iman into those things. im actually referring to the people around me that keep blaming on fate. and of course, i totally disagree with that as i myself sometimes did question the work of God of that fate."why this always happens to me?" and "why its ALWAYS me?".but i repent.everything happens for a reason.and God has always shown me the path.maybe i didnt point out something in the post which is REDHA.this element improvise my thought for Allah alot.no, i mean, ALOT.situations has taught me the truth behind the curtain and the lessons of life. let me give an example, i am desperate for my com lab,copied from others, ignorantly submit it as if i made it myself.and then, i got caught, and the funny thing is that, a friend of mine whom i copied from actually did NOT get caught, but it was an accident whereas some guy happens to wrote an IDENTICAL SOURCE CODE like mine. and subhanallah, even the comments are the same!but honesty speaks best.another lab came up, did it myself for the love of Him,but the lab didnt work and i just sat there, redha and tawakal.and it was the day to submit the lab.i tend to send whatever i got, but miracle happens that the lab actually got postponed.subhanallah, he is the most merciful. perhaps this is just one of the thousand fate that he had wrote for me.
allah had set my path, and i am such an ignorant slave, but ill try my best to do things that He showed me. but mistakes those are made by myself and the best are all from Allah himself.thank you for your dearly feedback brother.
and sorry for some stuff that i just actually wrote.cmon, u know i wrote with rhymes, emotion, without critically thinking ;-)

Asyraf said...

oh and nyeda, i missed pisang goreng ALOT, thats y i wrote pisang goreng.uhh..and sape makan pisang goreng dgn kicap weh?! haha.org jawa takde pun adat tu setau aku

donna said...

ehemz...org n9 mkn pisang goreng dgn kicap pedas..sdap!!