eid eve.

ring ring. Rizal woke me up. it was 11 am. saturday. okay the plan was to go to Chinatown at 9am and pick up groceries for eid menu. and i was fading away from the realms of today by daydreaming. or sleeping. anyway, i rushed. bathed for 5 minutes. trying to fit the contacts into my eyes. okay thats taking too much time. screw the contacts. took the glasses and head off to the streets to catch a tram.

so there wasnt gonna be any chinatown trip. they bought the stuff already when i was sleeping. darn them. ok that shudve been my fault ahah so what. so we walked up to the parliament street in the need of getting some halal butchery. the chicken was there. laid off. waiting for the right guy to pick it up. "8 whole chicken. 12 pieces," i said numbly.ignorantly. without having the thoughts of whats going to happen next. in the mean time, i decided to go to the no frills. a carrefour-like market. bought some more ingredients for the eid menu.

so then i walked back into the halal butchery shop. took my chicks. and that sudden moment just took my breath away. i forgot to ask the butcher to not to take the skins out. i love skinny chicks! lol. i meant to say is that i love chickens skin. im a malay anyway. cholestrol's my bestfriend. and nobody gives a damn.ahah. anyway after painfully regretting our notions that we forgot, i mean, I forgot to tell those chicks-killer to not to let take the skinss off, i shrugged. and let the time passed by. we took off with bags full of ingredients. which will be used as our cookingness.youth style.ahah.

backpain. 4 pm. i had to snug off my pure lazyness so that every inches of my work can be done. hence, i slept. ok that was lazyness.

10 pm. raya eve. it would be an oyster marinated fried chicken. luke and reese was getting their hands on the chicks.with sugar, spice and everything nice, they made a wonderful marination of
chickenation.hands up for the youth nation.lol. anyway we wrapped up and promised to wake up around. what. 6am? yea something like them. just to cook em.

so around 6.30 i woke up and pray to god. hoping for a better life. but that wasn't enough. we started to cook our eid foodies for a better today. and yes it was. they love the food. i love it. it looked ugly but hey wth they finished it all up. so the open house was a blast with everyone coming in and out. which was held after eid prayers of course but its just life when people come and go and we just really don't care about it as long as it made the event an Event.

i think life matters when people starts to apologize. it becomes better when we really mean it. i mean. we mock each other. we apologize. we mock each other again. its like an ecosystem of human stabbing themselves for fun. but i know in the end, it will be a nation of apologize-ness. i hope so.



Salam Perantau 2009 =)

Just be Okay, Okay?

life's like a carousel,
eternal spin without knowing when's the end,
I gazed on the shining sky of the night,
just by looking at the moonlight,
I can feel you're stealing the limelight,
and I can let go,
because I love this very feeling,
of knowing you're gonna be okay,
its like the catch of the day,
or the sight of yesterday,
where everybody knows,
but nobody cares,
because they know you're gonna be okay.
Yet people keep grueling on things,
that doesn't even make sense,
and still i don't give a damn,
i'll just wash my heart to damp,
i'll stick by my prayers,
for your life gone to better,
as long as life keeps bitter away,
once i heard that,
my better,
is better,
than your better,
and you said that,
to the people that,
clings your head to the east,
shook your mouth where it speaks,
or shiver your hands to the lands,
but you just look even better.
with someone else or not this very night.
and you're just gonna be alright.
okay?

not too late to wish happy ramadhan i guess. happy ramadhan.

Snippets of a moment re-cap

a post of non-growing-brainism. the dullness is full of crap.

a guy was on an interview for his visa application

officer: hello!
guy: heyya
officer: so you are applying due to a yearly annual event in usa?
guy: yea.i guess so
officer: so you're a sponsor student is it? mara or jpa?
guy: er mara
officer: ahh university of toronto?
guy: er yea. engineering
officer: so you have a girlfriend?
guy: (wth?) er wha..ah nope.too busy, i guess.
officer: ok here's the routine. we need to wait for confirmation from washington for your visa. might take weeks
guy: (yeaa right) oh okay..
(dammit!)
so i'll be on my way then.

we can't just please everyone can we

Last week i wanted to watch a movie with some mateys and at the same time i wanted to fetch my other pals to their cribs. And last month i wanted to watch a gig of my good old friends' band and at the same time, my other pals set up a reunion at the mall. if its family business, ill skip everything i stated there and go for some family business babeyh. but then again, u cant really decide when your pals keep creeping on your inbox and sent out words like, "if u dont come ill bite ur ass off!! haha" or an emo one like ,"i tot we were old friends....lets meet up XD!". that's pure lolness.and pathetic too. well i kinda sound like i hated these guys so badly. as a matter of fact, i dont. no really. i love them. thats why i hope i can please everyone's side. as in. everyone. well that doesnt make sense.

Sometimes i feel like building a clone factory and produce like a hundred of asyraf and make the world a living hell. It is odd for me that some people have this urge-ness to spend times with everybody that they wish they could. But the truth is that they can't just do that. It is just impossible to please everyone at the same time. You can't go to a dinner date and at the same time, go to the movies with your pals. Well, unless you can split your soul in two, let the world go round and do that until it stops spinning.

I figured that priority is like a man of machines. or cyborgs. you know, the one that terminates people with priority given on certain targets. the one with the funny skull-like head and everything. well life isnt like that though. i wish it was. if it is, then life would be so rigid that people would act like they are brain-dead. following priorities all the time like nerdy kids or fancy knights. maybe its time step up into another dimension where people should think that priority is like a manufacturing factory. you know, keep producing actions and never lost with words. then people would have high goals. and big priority. then we could please everybody.maybe not at the same time.but certainly in many times.

Well, having to think twice, maybe this is not about pleasing everyone isnt it, or maybe it is.who knows.perhaps its more of a "ill be in your needs like you'll be in mine" kinda thing. or its like a tolerance-ness process of give and take. ahh i dunno.i just wanna live long and get some gruesome moments with these guys.uh!

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